Another someone special leaves · 2007-08-07 17:25
Mish is off to Europe for a few years next week. We both knew it was coming. It's a shame, she's a lovely girl and we've become rather close even though since we met we knew she would have to go.
I find it interesting how I seem to meet really nice girls but there's a time limit. Every time. I think it's just a reflection on my own subconscious fear of commitment. Perhaps.
Funny how we get what we want. We were having a rather drunken conversation about this last weekend, how some people seem to always get what they want, just by hanging in there while others never have any luck. Have you ever talked to someone and concentrated on their having a certain reaction and they've had the desired reaction? It's happened to several of the people I've talked to. Somehow sheer will power is enough to influence things.
I've applied this to my life - I always imagined I would be working as a programmer doing some funky coding but without the typical shy nerd thing and without a tie. It just happened over the years. I don't feel like I've tried very hard - just happened.
Of course there's no way of actually measuring it. I'm not Dr. Psychology.
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